PLEASE HELP. GIVE ME ADVICE FOR MY SCHIZOPHRENIA. I dont know how to deal with violent schizophrenia. I have a brother who torments and tries to hurt me. I am 3 years younger than him and I am much weaker than him. He does anything to make me go mental. He's pulled my long hair, shot me with an airsoft gun, and also throws me around. My parents wont do anything about it because he and i are both strong and i enter violent breakdowns where i cant control myself and get violent with my parents. My parents always discipline me and not him because hes more favored due to him being smarter and better at sports than me. Today my grandparents were over and my brother pulled my hair and punched me. I got violent and him back, whilst my grandma and grandpa were watching. I feel so guilty for them seeing how i really am. I love them so much, even more than my parents. I dont know what to do. I dont want to be like i really dont. please someone tell me how to get rid of this. I dont want to keep struggling. The only times im happy is when im around my friends and cat. I dont want to ever be home. These problems started when i was 11. Please someone tell me what to do.