She feels insecure because she is dissatisfied with her life. This dissatisfaction is reinforced by ethnic identity, as she feels displaced from society because of ethnicity.
We can arrive at this answer because:
This dissatisfaction is the cause of all the girl's insecurity, that she believes she will only be happy if she gets things that don't bring her happiness.
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