I know you think I got it all figured out

'Cause I walk around like my head's in the clouds

But I'm just a girl with her heart pouring out of her head

I wish that you could see the pain that I've seen

And all of the times I spent being not me. I hope you know that it's not always happy in my head

'Cause I don't know I'm trying my best to be okay

I'm trying my best but every day it's so hard If you really wanted I could let you inside

It's been so long and I've got nothing left to hide

Would you believe me if I told you that I've got Broken Heart Only getting older

So I keep to myself

Ain't tryna complain

Just don't wanna explain it Sun's up, I already wanna lay down

Friends calling, are you really tryna go out

Don't wanna get dressed up to pretend

I can lie and say I'm fine but I would never fix anything.